I keep calling you. But no one ever answers, and for some reason, I'm incredibly paranoid to leave a voice message on your machine. Don't know why, can't explain it, but it's true. I really miss you! I haven't seen you since... Since you lived with me! I saw your mom at church today. I didn't say anything to her, I'm afraid she hates me or something. This whole comment makes me seem incredibly paranoid, doesn't it? Yeah, I thought so. Lol. So... I met this great guy. His name is Josh. And my best friend, jill, inroduced us. I think it's funny 'cause she pretty much didn't tell either of us that we were pretty much going on a blind date, but that's what it was. It was good though because if she'd told us, there would of been a lot of pressure and stuff, and so, I'm kind of glad she didn't. We just .... Clicked... And that was the end of it. In fact, he's picking me up in like 15 minutes, and he makes me happy.

Anyway, I just simply wanted to tell you that I really would like to hang out with you sometime soon, I really miss it. Are you going to Mexico this year? 'Cause I'm not going if you aren't. I couldn't bear it without you. Last year, I didn't know I couldn't have done it without you, but now I know it. Does that make any sense at all? Hmm... I just mean that I think I would've been miserable had you not been there last year. I'm glad I got to meet you there, because it is definitely etched in my mind as one of the best memories EVER!!!! Gotta love late night burp fests. Ahh, good times. Okay, so give me a call soon, or leave me a comment or something... I love you. I mean that, too.